I realized more people can go through my blog if they searched me on Instagram. Since they can't see what I post, they would either have to await my approval to their follower's request or enter this blog which is well, accessible.
If someone happens to stumble upon my blog, they'll look come across disappointed posts from a young adult trying to navigate through this dog eat dog world.
What they don't know while there are so many frustrating things about this world( I feel the more I read, my outlook on the world becomes increasingly negative), somehow the only passion or I would say drive that is in me is to help.. WOMEN.
No this is not something I say just to get people to think that I am good-hearted person like Mother Theresa.
Sometimes when I feel life is not worth living anymore, the one thing that makes me not want to give up is simply one thing, "I haven't had the chance to help women".
This is all started when I was in High School when my friend had bought a book on women in Saudi Arabia. It's interesting how a book can kickstart something in your life. Somehow that book made me feel different things. I felt anger towards patriarchial men who would do anything to restrict women's freedom and somehow inspired that instead of accepting their circumstances, privileged women use their privilege to help women and to fight back.
Now after many years of reading and seeing different things on the internet, I have become a Feminist. Initially, all I knew was that I wanted a female to be as equal as man. But over the years I started to learn that there are so many aspects to feminism. We cannot discount or forget other factors such as disability, class race, sexual orientation among others. As someone said, your feminism is not intersectional if does not include all of these factors. We simply cannot ignore all of this.
I do not shy away from being called a feminist. While I still do feel, I'm not doing enough or speaking up more on feminism, I am not ashamed of embracing feminism. Even now I'm slowly reading up on Indonesian Feminism and Feminism in Tamil Nadu because this feminism is closer to home and more applicable to us.
If there is one thing I know for certain that I want to do in life, is to help women. No matter what I do, I cannot stray away from this goal. While reaching this goal, I want to become a better feminist and read up more so I would be helpful and emphatic to those on the ground. It's not about becoming the voice for the voiceless but using my privilege or resources I have to help empower them to use their voice.